Thank you Grandpa and Daddy miss you both. Love you. Thank you for setting the path for me to becoming like you.
I guess this is probably how you felt….
I sound bitch but i know its true, cause your different and i know im the reason why.
I am getting attached again… I missed the way you guys made me happy. Yet i know this cant stay.. I dont want too. But Basic here i come 5 months.. Ill have too… Leave it all behind.
Was it supposed too?
Was hooking up with her supposed make me jealous? Was whining to my best friend supposed to make me look like an aweful person? Was having another girl bitch at me supposed to make me take back that i hurt you? Was yelling at my new girl friend supposed to make me want to take you back?
No
Your hook up made me realize i have a girl that actually loves me. Your whining to my friend only made me realize i dont like her either. Your having your friend bitch at me only showed how you wanted me to hurt too. You yelling at my new girl made me realize that no matter how much you said you just wanted me to be happy. You only cared for that happiness if it was with you.
Sorry Darlin. Because despite how hard you worked to bring me down. Im standing higher then i ever. As long as i have her hand in mine im prepared to take whatever you plan to throw our way.
Bring it on.
Love
DevonAnn Bowen
